am I ready yet? am I able to give? I feel as though I gave so much before that the parts that I lost haven't regrown yet. I hope for a better future and a better man. I need to hold myself stronger, and not so easily give in. I don't know. But I need to. I want to love freely again, but I know that I'm marked to myself. I want to trust once more... but I don't know how to start.