Hi.

Welcome, to my space. 

Not sure what to call this one

You know those things you say you will never do? They are never on your bucket list. And never on your radar. 

Mine has been weight loss surgery. I have told myself time and time again that I can do this on my own. That I can do the work. And I have... and I have stalled and I have done well and fallen off wagons. And I have done the work. 

In December I felt a shift. My husband and I had a very honest conversation about surgery and while he has never been anything but supportive about my efforts, I wanted his support in this. It's nice to know  he loves me as I am and that there is no doubt about his support. And we talked about the pros and cons of surger. And in December I spoke with my older sister, my biggest cheerleader, and we talked about the pros and cons. And I did the research. I have attended seminars and support groups. I have talked to weight loss centers and etc. Each and every time the pro's have outweighed the con's. 

And I am scheduled for Weight Loss Surgery. I have been hesitant to tell people and to broadcast it, but I have also been at peace with this. And this morning, the financing revealed itself. And it's a go. This week I have pre-op testing and a nutritionist appointment. I also still need to do a psych eval. There are many lose ends to fuse together. And I'm excited and nervous. 

I am 32 years old and overweight. I don't want to be 35 and overweight. I want to stress about affording trips and bucket lists, not stress if I am going to fit in the plane seat or if I can deal with the physical struggles of travel and goals. 

I know this changes my goals on here a bit, but I think it's going to be a great journey. I don't think it's going to be easy, it's not. But I do promise you I will be real about the whole process. 

Why am I blogging this? I need a tribe, this will take a village. I would love for you to be a part of it. 

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